ROCKY,HOW MY LIFE HAS CHANGED SINCE YOU LEFT TO BE WITH JESUS.ITS NOT AS HAPPY WITH OUT YOU CALLING ME YOU PET NAMES AND NOT BEGING ABLE TO HEAR YOUR VOICE AND AT TIMES ASSUREING ME EVERY THING WOULD BE OK,THESE LAST THREE WEEKS ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED HAS DEVESTATED ME TOTALY,BUT MY FAITH KEEPS ME GOING ITS BEEN A ROUGH TIME FOR YOUR LOVEY LOSEING HER FIRST BORN IS SUCH A HEART BREAK,SHE CARRIED HIM FOR NINE MONTHS,AND THEN IN JUST A FEW DAYS HES GONE HOME TO BE WITH JESUS.I WISH YOU WERE HER ETO HOLD ME AND KISS ME TELL ME EVERY THING WILL BE ALRIGHT.EVERY ONE THINKS IAM STRONG,ITS HARD TO SEE MY DAUGHTER HURTING AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN SAY OR DO TO MAKE HER FEEL BETTER,ONLY PRAY.LOVE AND MISS YOU DAIL,TODAY IT BEEN ONE YEAR YOU WENT HOME TO BE WITH THE LORD,BUT THIS IS SO HARD LOSEING OUR LIL GRANDSON.TAKE CARE OF OUR LITTLE SOILDER,SEE YOU BOTH IN PARADISE ONE DAY SOON.LOVE YOUR LOVELY WIFE JUNE&GRANDMA